Pandora's box
*Disclaimer: some graphic detail/mood triggers* Current mood: meh. This is real progress from feeling so low, I wished I didn't exist. I don't feel sad or happy. If anything I just feel tired. Not physically- I still run and lift shit. It's everything else I don't have the energy for. Daily routine is hard at the moment. I've left some things in my car and mustering the energy to get them is difficult. I have chores to do; I've told myself I'll do them tomorrow, but Ive been